early in the morning, all of us(sec 4s including the focused and cute ms tay & excluding the "ladies",who of which went to represent Canberra for the UCC competition and came bak as deserving "men" lols) left the sch at around 7.34am and then left for ubin at abt 8am.
we actually intended to rent the bikes to head to our destination.
but becoz some of us didnt noe how to ride them, we ended up walking hahas.
other schs were either using bikes or ride in vans.
we were the onli sch walking.
not bad.
besides, a little walk wldnt hurt anyone.
when we reached, we gathered at the mass hall where all the other schs were.
thankfully we werent the last sch to arrive.
had briefing and tt was when all the fun started.
the first 5 schs(we were one of them)went to do the flying fox first while the rest of the schs went to do the other 4 stations.
for some reason, whenever i wanted to say 'flying fox', i wld end up saying 'fire fox' -.-..
anyways, at first most of us were afraid lols.
a little nervous actually.
wad do ya expect? we had to climb 96 stairs up.
while we were waiting for our turn, we chatted, gossiped, and for ppl like me, "lectured". lmao
ok la not lectured. just..gave some simple advices.
anyways, after goin down the tower via the cables (-.-'') our fear just dispersed.
fear became enjoyment lols.
even after tt we actually wanted to do it again.
when all of us were done we went to play wif the rest of the 4 stations blah blah blah...
had lunch, etc etc etc.
ahhhhh. i do not have the mood to post anything :x
wad do u expect frm a girl hu is gonna take tests for ca1, unprepared? - -
anyways, after the whole thing, while goin bak to the mass hall, ms tay showed me a pic of the guy's bashaar and told me the gd news.
i was like jumping for joy hahas.
nxt wld be the girls' turn.
since the guys had done wad they had to do, the girls wld have to do the same.
man i realli dun have the mood to post - -
one of the lousiest post i ever made :x
no life, its like as if im just posting for the sake of posting lmao.
i actually intended to include all the details and such.
i even intended to post wad i read abt in the magazine.
buuuttt...welll, things do not always go our way lols.
i will just leave u guys wif the pics then.

Valentine's day.
a day when everyone loves MORE :x
got valentine's day gifts frm a few ppl.
frm...MRS LEE & MISS NG & VALENTINO :D
others r personal lmao.
i myself gave Valentino, Jolene and Andrie presents hahas.
its their bdae today!
HAPPY BURFDAEEE! HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY! HAPPY FRIENDSHIP DAY! HAPPY total defence day -.-...
14/02/08
man im gonna remember this day hahas.
miss ng gave us lollipops, we had a 'lucky draw' & a free coupon(which was our CA1 timetable lmao-.-) frm mrs lee and valenDINO gave me a card!
im one of the 14 ppl he gave to u noe. f3f3 LOLs. ahem ahem
jkjk
but im flattered hahas. thx DINO (:
met ZiPeng and HuiYing on the way bak.
had a gd chat wif zipeng b4 i left for the bus which i had to take.
he actually started giving ppl valentine's day gifts at 5am LOLs. -.-
for HuiYing..u guys shld noe baaaa lols.
anyways here r the pics :



LAWLipops :D
wad i got frm the 'lucky draw' :x
Card tt Dino gave (:
Wad i gave my dad and mum few yrs bak for their wedding anniversary

after having a talk with my dad today, i finally knew.
all this propaganda in my house, can realli be confusing o.o(like duh. -.-)
but at least now i knew tt my dad truely loves us and always did.
its just tt his mind has been...blurred by some ppl.
the cloudy image in his head.
maybe it is becoz of some things tt happened which allowed him to think clearly once again.
or maybe its becoz he cldnt express himself properly all this while.
wadever it is, wadever happens, at least my burden has lightened a little.
even if he had to leave, i noe tt he will always love us no matter wad, and no matter wad happens we will always love him.

and like my dad, i cant express myself well all the time. lols.
runs in the family i guess -.-
its a dangerous thing >.>
its either im too complicated, or its just hard to express my emotions.
and like my mum, i feel hurt easily lols.
its oso a dangerous thing -.-
put both together and voila, a disaster is formed.
disaster referring to me not them lols.
if i cant express myself well, i end up not being able to convey my msg properly and..once i start tinking of the consequences i wld feel hurt and more importantly..i wld cause others to feel hurt by behaving tt way.
when i am upset, i wld start doin all sorts of stuff to ease my pain lols.(dun worry im not so emo until i wld cut myself or do other stuffs like tt -.-)
things like:
-playing sudoku LOLs.
-blogg (aint tt effective though. coz i can onli say THIS much. if u noe wad i mean lols)
-write abt it in my diary(yea i have one lols. and it may not be on paper)
-Pray(He has always been there. Its all becoz of Him, i am able to make it this far)

yups those r just some of the main things i wld do.

now for today.
went to relatives' house to visit.
blah blah blah.
had THE talk wif cousins lol.
spent time wif them and such.
dennn went home and here i am blogging.
oya and b4 tt i found those old stuff i had.
those papers and things in the box i have.
dating all the way bak to...i dunno. quite long alreadi.
read those letters sent to me, those papers i kept.
gd times lol.
when everything was still okay, everyone was happy, we all had fun and such.
tt reminds me of the car ride i had to home just now.
we were all laughing in the car coz of jovi's lack of knowledge on balls lol.(if u noe wad i mean)
my bro and dad had a conversation on the car tyre or somethin.
den those thingys were made of steel balls and stuff.
the conversation led to my bro asking " den u show me la"
we all started laughing our heads off >.>
mmm.
this laughter, im gonna miss it.
it may be the last time we wld be having a time like tt.
of course i hope tt it wld not be =/
but..owell.
thankfully no one caught me shedding a tear during the whole scenario lols.
i repeat it was A TEAR.
i wasnt crying hahas.
see.
a simple yet nice day. (to me)

while having THE talk wif my cousins, i suddenly felt like goin for parade LOLs.
funny thing huh -.-
but then, at tt moment, i knew why i love NPCC so much, y do i continue striving despite having many downfalls.
reason being...
for me to noe, for u to find out. lolz.

having a chat wif sihao now. basically this was wad he said:

[c=#7575FF][u]~ † *`Emo`Archz.™ * † ~ - Archz the name Devilz my soul... [/u][/c] says:
swensen ar...o.0 but ur cough or watever hao le ma
[c=#7575FF][u]~ † *`Emo`Archz.™ * † ~ - Archz the name Devilz my soul... [/u][/c] says:
o.0
ll CLarIc3_x3' ll [WXY]* Proverbs 19:21, 29:7 says:
ermm
ll CLarIc3_x3' ll [WXY]* Proverbs 19:21, 29:7 says:
wait till i recover lor
ll CLarIc3_x3' ll [WXY]* Proverbs 19:21, 29:7 says:
lols
[c=#7575FF][u]~ † *`Emo`Archz.™ * † ~ - Archz the name Devilz my soul... [/u][/c] says:
still haven hao ar..o.0
[c=#7575FF][u]~ † *`Emo`Archz.™ * † ~ - Archz the name Devilz my soul... [/u][/c] says:
bendan jiu shi bendan.. take so long recover
[c=#7575FF][u]~ † *`Emo`Archz.™ * † ~ - Archz the name Devilz my soul... [/u][/c] says:
lmao
ll CLarIc3_x3' ll [WXY]* Proverbs 19:21, 29:7 says:
f5
ll CLarIc3_x3' ll [WXY]* Proverbs 19:21, 29:7 says:
smack
[c=#7575FF][u]~ † *`Emo`Archz.™ * † ~ - Archz the name Devilz my soul... [/u][/c] says:
blehx
[c=#7575FF][u]~ † *`Emo`Archz.™ * † ~ - Archz the name Devilz my soul... [/u][/c] says:
=.=''
ll CLarIc3_x3' ll [WXY]* Proverbs 19:21, 29:7 says:
-.-
[c=#7575FF][u]~ † *`Emo`Archz.™ * † ~ - Archz the name Devilz my soul... [/u][/c] says:
btw how u le won die rite..o.0
l CLarIc3_x3' ll [WXY]* Proverbs 19:21, 29:7 says:
dunno lols
ll CLarIc3_x3' ll [WXY]* Proverbs 19:21, 29:7 says:
hu noes man
ll CLarIc3_x3' ll [WXY]* Proverbs 19:21, 29:7 says:
i cld fall down dead any moment
ll CLarIc3_x3' ll [WXY]* Proverbs 19:21, 29:7 says:
lol
[c=#7575FF][u]~ † *`Emo`Archz.™ * † ~ - Archz the name Devilz my soul... [/u][/c] says:
don worry u die le i will cry xDD
[c=#7575FF][u]~ † *`Emo`Archz.™ * † ~ - Archz the name Devilz my soul... [/u][/c] says:
lmao
[c=#7575FF][u]~ † *`Emo`Archz.™ * † ~ - Archz the name Devilz my soul... [/u][/c] says:
don be so touch i noe i am a good fren
[c=#7575FF][u]~ † *`Emo`Archz.™ * † ~ - Archz the name Devilz my soul... [/u][/c] says:
^^
ll CLarIc3_x3' ll [WXY]* Proverbs 19:21, 29:7 says:
LOLs
ll CLarIc3_x3' ll [WXY]* Proverbs 19:21, 29:7 says:
-.-
[c=#7575FF][u]~ † *`Emo`Archz.™ * † ~ - Archz the name Devilz my soul... [/u][/c] says:
don cry worx
[c=#7575FF][u]~ † *`Emo`Archz.™ * † ~ - Archz the name Devilz my soul... [/u][/c] says:
lmao
[c=#7575FF][u]~ † *`Emo`Archz.™ * † ~ - Archz the name Devilz my soul... [/u][/c] says:
but cny say what die die
[c=#7575FF][u]~ † *`Emo`Archz.™ * † ~ - Archz the name Devilz my soul... [/u][/c] says:
choy~
ll CLarIc3_x3' ll [WXY]* Proverbs 19:21, 29:7 says:
--.-
[c=#7575FF][u]~ † *`Emo`Archz.™ * † ~ - Archz the name Devilz my soul... [/u][/c] says:
btw
[c=#7575FF][u]~ † *`Emo`Archz.™ * † ~ - Archz the name Devilz my soul... [/u][/c] says:
cannot die b4 i die
[c=#7575FF][u]~ † *`Emo`Archz.™ * † ~ - Archz the name Devilz my soul... [/u][/c] says:
i won forgive u bendan...=.=
ll CLarIc3_x3' ll [WXY]* Proverbs 19:21, 29:7 says:
-.-

thx alot sihao lols.

he's a gd fren hahas.
even though he can be annoying sometimes :x
but still young la.
playful abit nvm. lols.
enjoy ur childhood while u can. :D

woots it has been a long time since i posted a long post. hehs.
and i have linked u alreadi lele ^^
thx abdullah for ur dedication LOLs. o.O

treasure ur family members, frens and the times u guys spend together.
put all ur differences aside, bond and Love.
u will nv noe when everything will be gone the nxt day.